Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Cori is TWO!

Where did the time go? I can not believe she is 2 years old already! She is such a big girl - super smart, caring, loving and sometimes a brat...but aren't we all? I just love her to pieces and feel so blessed that she is my daughter!!

On a different note - I'm feeling a little depressed. This time last year I thought that I would have another baby by now...or at least be way pregnant....but I don't, and I'm not. I wanted to have 2-3 kids and I wanted them to all be close in age so they could grow up together and be friends. I almost feel that if a couple more months pass by and I'm still not pregnant I may decide to only have Cori. Is that crazy? I don't want them to be 3 years apart. Why can't I just get pregnant already? Its been 6 months of "not preventing". I don't like to say we are "trying" to have a baby b/c I'm not counting days or taking ovulation tests or my temperature or anything like that - to me that takes the fun out of being surprised....but maybe I should start now. I also know that 6 months isn't a long time and some people actively "try" for years and years. I know it will happen when its supposed to happen.....I'm just wondering if the scar tissue on my ovaries from all the ruptured ovarian cysts is finally catching up with me. In 2007 my Dr. scared me a little by saying the more scar tissue the harder it will be to I started right pregnant right away and was totally happy! now, 3 years later It isn't as "right away" as I'd like. I'm a big planner and it's killing me that this isn't going my way. I need to let go a little and let the bigger man be in control, I guess. Prayers are welcomed!

Anyway, enough of the sappy mushy stuff!


Cori & I got up early this morning to go have breakfast @ McDonald's together (her favorite meal of the day) and then went into Kroger to get her & her classmates some cupcakes to have at lunch in lue of Cori's Big Day!

Her Birthday Party was last Saturday and it was GREAT!! She had a lot of fun and got so many awesome presents!! (I even stuck a few back for Santa to re-wrap @ Christmas) Thanks for everyone who came to help Cori celebrate! She is such a lucky little girl!

James and I got her this Dora pillow....she's in LOVE!
yes she wore the same thing on her party day as today =)
She was so excited and LOVED everyone singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY to her!

1 comment:

  1. Don't worry, Case (and don't decide to have just Cori because you don't want your children more than three years apart...Grant and I turned out okay)! Worrying makes conceiving even harder, so go ahead and start "trying" (counting days, taking temperature, etc.) in hopes of increasing your chances! Praying for you!